I think it started from being verbally and emotionally abuse as a child. That brought in the trust issues. I looked into UFO's as a teenager. I got saved at age 15. Then I experienced my first spiritual trial where the enemy was tormenting me over UFO's, like they are something that challenges God as creator. I was so afraid to let these thoughts challenge my faith. Eventually, I learned to rely on God alone for the answers. He came through for me and gave me peace and said that if there such things as UFO's, that He would know about them and that I was not to worry about them. That's all I wanted and needed to know in order to have peace in my Christian faith.
My faith was good for awhile until I got married.
